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	Image of what I claim to be
	the image that everyone sees
	set a false head on the world`s biggest shoulders
	thought I could be like everyone else
	they don`t believe, I`m at fault
	inside my mind I hide
	things that cannot be let outside
	for fear I`ll become too real
	and they will see that I`m just like them
	while wicked lies fall from my tongue
	I burn the witch, embrace the nun
	but we are all the same
	no one seeks God
	not even one
	Grace is as much for me as for anyone�



	Sometimes I think that I`m lost
	And sometimes I don`t have a clue
	Sometimes there`re times when my life is a hole

	Sometimes I read and I study and learn
	And sometimes I mock and I speak out of turn
	Sometimes I run to the dark because I`m so scared
	And find the one that I`m hiding from there

	Sometimes I`m lost in the world of my lies
	And I`m often involved in things I despise
	Sometimes my sometimes just fade away
	And I have none left but you



	My world glides before me
	My angel arrives
	With dark curly hair
	And gorgeous blue eyes
	My eyes become new again
	My tunnel vision sees
	Only pictures of her
	And I tremble at the knees
	Why must this always be a one-sided game?
	The thoughts in my head begin speaking to me
	I wonder if she even knows I`m here
	My brain thinks too much
	My appearance speaks for itself
	I`m not THE ONE she would ever want to be near
	I crawl back in my whole
	As I realize these things
	I hide my face
	Though her beauty`s overwhelming
	I`m no one to her, though she`s everything to me
	And I guess I`ll have to understand that`s the way it`ll always be



	I lay these empty pages down here at your feet
	You tell me to trust you, that you`ll give food to eat
	You say for me to follow you every single day
	Sometimes I don`t understand you`re so forgiving way
	You are my father, you are my creator, I am the one you bless
	But sometimes I forget your ways and fall into brokenness
	People say I live a lie, and somehow I live on
	But when I start to gain my strength, somewhere it is gone
	With all my heart I want to prove how sincere my love is
	My heart is down, I`m crying out, I`m falling towards brokenness